Oh my. Oh my my my my my. I know wishing won't make summer slow down, but I can't stop wishing anyway.
I have so been enjoying these last few weeks. I've slowed down and I've truly relaxed. Relaxed body and mind. The mind part has been such a blessing. I really think I'd forgotten how to do that over the last several years. I honestly don't understand how this has happened in the past few weeks--this switching off of the incessant worrying and beginning to spend my moments in the moment and letting the stuff I can't change roll off me instead of possess me--but I am so desperately hoping that I can hold onto to it from here on out.
There are downsides--I haven't been reading blogs much, I'm not as far along as I'd like on fall's school prep, that sort of thing. But I feel saner than I have in such a long time. And right now, my sanity is where I'm going to focus my energies.